Mon 19 Jun 2006
5 things I hate about myself
Posted by Anonymous under Hate
- my excessive sexuality
- my addiction to depression
- my squeamishness
- my lack of motivation and ambition
- my inability to finish my undone projects
Mon 19 Jun 2006
Posted by Anonymous under Hate
June 21st, 2006 at 18:01
whose self-description is this? due to its unvarnishedness it must be very accurate. what are the 5 things you like best about yourself then? i hope not the same…
June 23rd, 2006 at 01:59
i dont see whats wrong with excessive sexuality…
but i hate
• being racked by constant fear and self-doubt
• my addiction (to drink and) depression
• my inability to recognize ghouls when i meet them
• letting myself be influenced by (& trying to live up to) vague abstract ideas that eventually turn out to be bullshit, thats the worst
June 27th, 2006 at 07:50
Isn’t self-doubt also a sign of sensitivity and intelligence?
I think a lot of people today (too many) have very little understanding for people who follow ‘vague abstract ideas’ - i.e. the concept of ‘believing in something’.
Hedonism and nihilism vs. ideals and the will to treasure ideas and values that in our mobile phone society seem totally naive and outdated.
June 27th, 2006 at 09:10
i agree that there may nothing be wrong with excessive sexuality if it doesn’t harm oneself or others.
i agree to the notion that self-doubt can be interpreted as a sign of sensivity and intelligence.
what about _addiction_ to depression? the question remains: do you want to actually get rid of it or do you in fact always return to it because it feels cozy after all?
squeamishness: what does this exactly mean? someone give an example please.
lack of motivation/ambition and inability to finish undone projects go hand in hand. what is your opinion about people who are not prone to this?
July 1st, 2006 at 17:00
what i hate about myself:
- these terrible bouts of self-importance
- i’m often unfocussed and go with the flow way too much
- being amazingly skilled in the art of procrastination (… i should be working right now, forinstance)
- i’m scared of the “beast in my chest”, that might one day “break loose”, as that poet said (it’s remnant of a bad depression I think)
- I’m way too timid, I wish I’d go for stuff a lot more, I don’t dare…